Sixth day (March the 1st)

The usual night: against my hope wishing for seratonin starting to be produced more and more (as read in some articles), my sleep patterns continues to be brief and fragmented.

Even this morning, around 6:00 am, I felt the need to get up and start being active.

At night-time something new happened: I felt a strong desire to be in contact with water, not for the water itself but for the cold….I needed cold water.

 I decided to satisfy it in a way that would allow me a very fast contact with minimum water absorption by my skin.

I filled the tub with cold water and I slided into the tub up to the neckline, then I sat and quickly splashed a few handfuls of water on my face and neck to finally come out for a perfect and fast drying out.

All for a maximum of 2 minutes.

The feeling of pleasure is something indescribable.

I felt the same need even this afternoon and I repeated, with great pleasure, my quick dive once more.